March 2012
I can't fight it any longer
So tired so sleepy. I’m gonna fall asleep
Anonymous asked: When I tried to kill myself I took too much allergy medication. I hope you are alright, because that is not the way to go. It sucks, really really bad. I really hope you make it through the night and PLEASE go to the ER if anything funny happens.
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I overdosed on allergy medicine.
I drank an entire bottle and I’m about to pass out. Combined with all the purging I did today (I purged about 5 or 6 times), I can hardly keep my eyes open or feel my body for that matter.
I literally fainted and blacked out for a few moments today in front of my sisters. They completely freaked out and I just told them that I’ll be okay and that was the reason I’m taking my new...
Anonymous asked: i had to go to the doctor and they weighed me and i gained 5 pounds... i want to cry.... what do i do...?
Anonymous asked: are you anorexic purging type? do you purge everything you eat? how many calories do you eat a day usually?
Anonymous asked: Do you have really bad enamel on your teeth from purging to much ?
Anonymous asked: I'm having a bit of a panic attack over a bite of a chicken wrap right now. Help.
Anonymous asked: what is your BMI?
Ask me anything eating disorder related →
Anonymous asked: Have you ever binged on toothpaste?
Anonymous asked: I'm of the firm belief that you should be on a tube.
Anonymous asked: jesus christ, your mother is abhorrent. think of it this way; someday she'll be old and wasted and too weak to do shit and she'll need your help and you can have the pleasure of giving HER a 'fuck you' or putting her in a home or something
periodictableofdisorders asked: I'm so sick of all the bullshit people give you. Fuck.
Anonymous asked: I have to unfollow you because I'm trying to recover myself and it's honestly just pissing me off watching you go on not wanting to get better. I used to believe in you and want you to get better and I was so happy for you when you went to rehab and started eating, but now, stuff like the '_ days without eating' on the top of your blog and posting pictures of what you're...
Anonymous asked: I keep trying to eat something but everyone keeps taking it away so clearly they all know im a fat ass that doesnt deserve to eat anyway.
Anonymous asked: This girl on facebook posted a picture of marilyn monroe (who I respect deeply don't get me wrong) with the text "before anorexia and implants there was something called sexy" It pisses me off that people think that anorexia is this big trend and that it's a recent thing. What do you feel about things like this?
Anonymous asked: You are 19, you are not suppose to have done anything with your life. You will do big and better things. I see you recovered and giving speeches to high schoolers about the dangers of ED> and im psychic... sooo... :)
Anonymous asked: Have you ever considered being sent far away to heal yourself and spend some time to learn to love yourself? To become healthy and live a long life instead of the very extremely short sick one you are choosing to live? Not being rude AT ALL, but it is the truth and I think going away to a rehab place could be super beneficial for you.
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Humiliated.
My mom made shrimp soup with vegetables. I serve myseld a little bit of the vegetables and she starts screaming at me in front of her friends that are over about how no one has eaten yet and all I do is eat their food and I’m wasting it and how she wishes she could just slap me and then topped it off with a “fuck you”.
All I took was less than a cup of vegetables.
Now...
Anonymous asked: To the anon that wanted to represent empathy for self harm: There's a movement called 'To Write Love on Her Arms', and there is actually a day when you write 'Love' on your arm. You could do that tomorrow, if you wish.
Anonymous asked: Does Nic know you had an appointment today?